I have journaled enough today. So briefly, the most important thing that happened today is that I have regained some footing in my soul. Spending my DiamondBack vacation time to expose myself to the writings of Mike McHargue, Gary Habermas, Michael Licona, Dale Allison via the Internet has helped me regain the company of the thoughtful-but-still-Christian. Faith and doubt are very social.
Again, I remind myself: Exposing myself to skeptical writings from the other side is not healthy for me in any way at this time in my life.